Dear Isabelle:

You were not physically alone, but you felt very much alone because your mother was fragile. My mother was fragile all through the years. She repeatedly talked about suicide, her own. I was scared and weak, but I made believe that I have the power to keep her alive and  make her happy one day, if only.. and if only.

Is your mother alive, and how is your relationship with her like?

anita

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