Hello Jeff…

I cannot imagine exactly the pain you are in, but I can identify with some of it.

You have done nothing wrong. Please be gentle with yourself. Not to be preachy, but try and get through the minutes. As I read somewhere – GIVE TIME TIME. You need time to heal. You might feel like the boxer who has been knocked down so many times that you don’t have the strength or are afraid to get up. I feel that way sometimes. Try and take it day by day. Minute by minute. Breathe. Eat well. Sleep.

My wish for you, and myself, and for anyone else out there who is struggling, is that, like a “phoenix from the flame”, we will rise again.

My thoughts are with you.