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Tristan
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Reading through what i posted I wanted to clarify in more detail what I’m feeling and thinking. When it gets really bad I can’t concentrate on anything but that question. I don’t feel hungry, thirsty, or even tired. I just get really worried and I’m like what if I am actually gay. When I get reassurance from something it doesn’t last very long but i was reading that people suffering for OCD reassurance doesn’t help for long because the question comes back. To be more clear how this started like I mentioned I was playing with someone I thought was a girl later found out she was a boy. At first I was like that’s weird and disgusting and stopped talking then. I started to ask the question am I gay but later dismissed as that’s not true that wouldn’t make any sense. Later the question kept coming back and I couldn’t dismiss the question and its bothered me ever since. I’m really scared that i might be gay but I’ve never thought about any man like that so it doesn’t make sense. It’s really scary and that’s pretty much what I’m going through.