Thanks mate, appreciate it, as I’ve said to her on previous occasions it is not something I will accept under any circumstances, she understands this also. Only chance that will ever happen is possibly in the future when those feelings are not there anymore.

I hope I do get to that stage where I can look at her and not want her anymore I really do but knowing how I am it will be a very long time.

I’m hanging in there mate, does help just to post how I’m feeling in here and will be a good feeling when I can post an update in a few a months to compare the progress I’ve made!