Yes, better not to get involved deeper and try to resist the temptation to get in touch with him, because you know it’ll only leave you hurt and crushed. 

I said goodbye, I blocked him, now I need to.. lick my wounds. It is not easy. But he only made everything worse.

How is it now that you’re sober, are you still haunted by astral experiences?

I always were. As a little child, in my teens years, and even now, in my adulthood. Maybe more than ever before.

I see beyond my life. In a.. bigger meaning. I have to fight, never-ending battle against darkness that tries to consume my soul. Fortunately, there is a lot of light in there, so it is not easy to choke me. But sometimes, a demon with face of an angel cross my way and stab me in the back few times.

Sorry, if you expected more complex answer, but it is not something that is easy to describe. I feel devil’s presence when I have my psychotic attacks. He tries to silent me. Driving me so crazy hoping I lose myself forever.

It is kinda funny you call it Pandora’s box. I called it the same way in a certain chapter of my life.