From start to finish was on/off but it did feel like a relationship at times but just never made official, we was exclusive at least, there are times I blame myself for that by not pushing for that extra commitment but I guess I didn’t want to disturb whatever it was and she has admitted herself she finds it hard to let anyone in not just me, anyway none or that is my concern anymore lol.
With my friend he is just in the habits of our friend circle, mainly just meet up to drink every weekend and some week days, I used to be the same until I decided I want a different life, they are still my friends and I will hang out with them but I’m just bored of that life now, it actually feels good to go nearly 3 weeks without a drink and normally I would be craving one but at the moment I feel I’m coping with my thoughts and managing my mood better without so I’m happy to keep going as I am!
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