Dear Levonaire:

If you would like to share more, I would like to read. I wonder approximately how old you are, I wonder about the basic circumstances of your life (living with parents/ family or alone, working or not, etc.)

“Over the years I’ve became more cynical and manipulative of those around me. If anyone ever does something that annoys me I’ll do everything in my power to make that person miserable. I make them miserable without them knowing that it’s me whose making them feel like that.. I’ll still put up my facade of being this good child and friendly person and on the inside a violent and chaotic one.”-

– I wonder what you mean by manipulating others: whom, how.. what do you do to make others miserable (?) I wonder what motivates you to make others miserable.. does it give you a feeling of power, revenge? I would like to read more about your “violent and chaotic” inside part, and for whom you put on the “facade of being this good child and friendly person”(?)

anita