Hi samy:

Your right that I need to treat women better. Even if I didn’t like really cheat on them, I did keep talking to this woman who I had a sexual relationship with before. That wasn’t right for any of them.

I told the woman the other day that I don’t wanna talk to her any more. She’s been not eating and been taking Oxy to get thru her days. :-/ She told me that she doesn’t wanna live with all the shame and regret but she won’t tell me where she is. I know that I’m not responsible for her actions but I know I pushed her to this.

I don’t know whats wrong with me. Yeah I should feel remote and shame. I feel terrible for this woman because she wants to kill herself but my therapist said I’m not responsible for her actions. IDK. I don’t want to be this person any more.