Since you value honesty, I thought I might share some thoughts. My impression is that you are potentially depressed and lonely. Your beliefs may be reinforcing this. Perhaps you have had some difficult experiences in the past?

I think it’s great that you value deep conversation and you make an effort to be responsive.

You can be challenging to interact with due to your beliefs. Personally, I value politeness and kindness. Being dismissive of others kindness seems hurtful to me. I wonder would you do the same with me?

I am still interacting because I care that you seem to be in pain and I like to help others.