Thanks for this detailed analysis.I am working on what you said.I still do have some concerns tho…..I don’t  see the world same… ofcourse you and everyone will tell me there will be someone else…. Maybe there will be someone else someday….How I have started seeing relationships especially husband and wife … It’s less of love more of taking care of needs of each other especially in our Indian society.. I don’t see myself putting myself through the process of falling in love again ..like it’s a big No(it’s not that I have got my heart broken for the first time)But it’s a No for once and all….. Arranged things look nothing more than deal to me…… I’ll rather work on myself towards not needing anyone.No one understands.We are so shallow people. We are only here for one time and we can’t live our life as we want to. Compromises arrogance.. how I’ll stop my parents from not forcing me into some marriage or How’ll i even not stop myself from marrying someone out of loneliness… There are still aunties here who come and starting to ask what age is your daughter what caste you are from and then start giving options. I am not okay with arranged marriages. I don’t want to fall in love again. I don’t want to be lonely as well. So what i am going to do….. Either be arrogant and keep denying to get married and meet anyone…. How long can you fight with your family… I have lost myself in this struggle of emotions.