Hi Tee,

Yes, getting better and better, and not seeing him this week gave me a good break.

Yeah it’s way too much. I don’t know how they do it, working in a kitchen is not an easy job.

He likes to cook but working in a kitchen like this is not for him and he needs to think about his health as well. He had a meeting yesterday so he can do some part time remote work when he’s back home in three weeks. But they didn’t tell him that he needed to start straight away so now he’s technically working two jobs for the next couple of weeks 🙁 I don’t know how he’l manage to do that but when he gets back home he’ll work just a few hours a day. He’s booked flights so he’ll be away for one month but it’s flexible so he can extend depending on his dad’s surgery.

So bad timming, he has a lot going on, so I’m gonna take it slowly because I can already feel my wounds coming to surface. Not to the same extend as with the other guy but still. I feel I’m getting defensive and insecure (he postponed our plans for a day, and now the two jobs, which is not what he wants) and I’m looking to push him away so I won’t get hurt again. At least I can see it, so I can work on it. We will make most of the time we have before he leaves and hopefully he’ll only be gone for a month. time goes by fast and I know he will come back. He really needs to see his family and he’ll send me pictures.