Hi Tee,

thank you. You did put things into perspective and made me feel better.

I think this year for me is about releasing attachments and learning to count on myself more, giving myself self-love, getting rid of naivety about how people treat each other. I think the hardest part after this toxic relationship with my ex-boyfriend and conflicts with my girl friends is accepting or understanding my part in those relationships.

When it comes to the toxic relationship, I still think I might have done things differently. Though I guess no one is a saint when being constantly hurt. I know I became too much dependent on him.

As for my friendships, I feel because of the break-up I became too needy and they didn’t let me know that maybe I’m overwhelming them until it led to a conflict.

I feel very overwhelmed with those situations, plus looking for a job and taking part in job interviews. Some days I wish my brain just switched off for 24h at least. At times I see some progress, Reiki and meditation help me momentarily and I hope time will heal me.