Dear Maria:

I am well, thank you!

You wrote in regard to leaving your country, your region for a job abroad, so to travel and explore (your desires): “I know I should. I think about making time to do it. But I don’t, even when I have the time, even when I’m thinking I should do it all the time, my muscles don’t seem to listen. So I don’t know. Its something I feel v helpless around“- it is the guilt about leaving your parents behind, a paralyzing guilt.. is it?

anita