Dear Robbie:

You are very welcome! Y are still 9 hours ahead of me. By the time I submit this, it will be 2:11 pm here, U.S.; 11:11 pm, Poland.

“It is possible that the closest thing to receiving their attention could mean their financial support – them giving me money. But I don’t really feel it. I don’t know! I’d have to really pay attention to this, this is very important”-

-yesterday, you wrote: “my mother was thrilled – …’I give you the money right now if you want!’ That felt good! It felt like a welcoming hug. It felt like healthy support from my family“- so it’s not necessarily that receiving your parents’ money felt good, but that seeing your mother thrilled in connection to you, that made you feel good, like a welcoming hug (your words)

I will reply further to your post above (and to whatever you may add before I return) Wed morning (your Wed afternoon). Good night, Robbie.

anita