My whole life I have struggled with being a very negative and unhappy person. I am constantly angry and everyone I know picks on me for being negative and a “bitch”. They joke about it, but it tears me up inside as I try to be better. I have been bullied my whole life, and I have major confidence issues. I am ugly and everyone is smarter than me. I don’t know where I’m going in life, and I’m really sad because all I want to be known as is nice, instead of the cold hearted bitch I am k own as to my friends and family. I am in high school, and I have tried councilling and therapy but nothing has worked. I am very angry at my self and I have so much self hatred and I wish I could change it.. Please help!