Little girl anita is a good, loving girl, innocent and optimistic, still trying to make mother love her. Trying and trying throughout youth and all the way to the other side of youth.

* I love you, little girl anita. You are the very best person in the world! Together we can move on from the tragedy of the past, the series of tragedies.

And we know that there are so many lost children, lost like we were. Let’s help them too!

Little girl anita: But some of them want to hurt me when I don’t expect it!

* We won’t let them. I am here for you. I am the mother you always needed and wanted. No need to look anywhere else.

.. This makes other people not so dangerous.. not so powerful. It’s no longer a little girl, scared and alone, looking up for a grown up out there to take care of her. The grown up is here, within. It is me.

I will protect you, little girl. I promise.

anita