Please please tell me show me how u did th and overcome your challenges. I am a single dad of five and my ex left me feeling alone and stranded as I sacrificed my family to be with her my father and mother and other family members said they would not help or be apart of my life as long as am with her she wasn’t a bad person just a damaged one and I tried to love and change her ways but she couldn’t be a mother or faithful partner so she got pregnant by another man and came bk I took her bk and accepted the child I named her and was there at the birth. She left for the last time to make it work with the other guy I was heart broken and was left to pick pick up the pieces. I have no friends or family support and feel very alone, I looked everywhere on Google for some help as I was a Buddhist before meeting my ex and thought it might be gd to find myself but it’s hopeless. My family don’t want to know me now as it’s too late and my mother and husband is very terminally ill so I’ve messed up and my father has given up. It’s starting to feel like when I found out she cheated threw me out on the streets on xmas and brought another man to live with her and the kids I committed suicide 10 times bk then and failed. I have one believe that I had to be alive for my kids because while I was in hospital my ex said she is taking the children to care so she can make things work with her boyfriend I don’t know to this day what strength I had to leave that mental ward and go to my kids but I did I now have the authority of child services on me because of my suicidal attempts which I would never do to or in front of my kids but it’s understandable but I feel again what have j done wrong she’s free from her responsibility of her kids and I live in hurt pain and regret for meeting her and its killing me every day. After my kids are in bed I drink every nite and quite alot I don’t want to lose the plot again I just want to find myself who I am where am going and hopefully love with the one that feels the same. It’s just so hard I don’t even drive because I can’t because I have passport issues so I can’t work as well and if I did I can’t find myself doing anything am lost and just want to curl up. I know this is not the sound of a man am sorry but your story is my story and need your help please please