Hi Cameron

I am so sorry for causing you to cry. I didn’t mean for that to occur. Pls cheer up, pretty pls. This is the reason I wanted Al or Matt to help out as they are so warm in their approach compared to myself. I am still work in progress :).

You WILL have all that you want in life but wouldn’t you like to enjoy the experience that is in front of you in the present moment ? When we attach to a want, we stop living in the present as we are either living in the past or the future. Time has no meaning when it comes to mental peace or contentment.

For the moment, pls enjoy everything that is in front of you. Love yourself, look after every need of yours, sleep well, hang out with all sorts of people, meditate, listen to some spiritual teachers, go to comedy shows, explore the nature, travel, eat, cook for the needy, talk to some happy elderly folks etc. Do whatever it takes to fully embrace your life.

I know that you will be fine. Your higher self is just getting you ready for what lies ahead in the future and your higher self wants to ensure that you are able to maintain your happiness regardless of circumstances or situations. Wont you like that for yourself ? Life is NOT meant to be bed of thorns or unfulfilled wishes. It is meant to flow like the water in a downstream river. The water doesn’t stop at every rock in the stream does it ? It just goes around the rock and continues to flow. Thats what we need to learn to become. When the water becomes stagnant, it becomes dirty or leads to a breeding ground for not so good things. By attaching to a want, we also become stagnant and forget to flow with life. Does this analogy work for you ?

Now, pls put a big smile on your beautiful face and give yourself a big hug. You are so worth it all 🙂 Sometimes, by not getting what we want, our higher self is protecting us from danger that we cant see due to our short sight. So let things be. Every new day is going to bring more light into your life so continue your meditation practice.

Lots of love and hugs,

J