I only lasted a week 🙁

I called and he didn’t take my call, left a message which he didn’t return.

Finally (via text of course) I asked him if he had been just using me for sex, and if he answered me I would leave him alone.

He replied of course not, but he can’t talke the drama. “17 years of marriage may have sucked but at least there was no drama.” Which is totally crazy since the “drama” that he perceives was all through text! I couldn’t get him to understand that. Obviously he didn’t love me like he said, and he didn’t care enough about me to want to try and work it out.

Anyway, he refused to talk to me and refused to tell me WHY he won’t talk to me. Maybe I’m beginning to see why his marriage is ending…

I still love him and know it will take me a very long time to get over him. I have a therapist appointment today thank goodness.

Thanks to all of you for your thoughts, advice and encouragement. I feel lost, I feel like I am under water, and that no one understands what I am going throuigh or what I am feeling. I’m a grown woman and yet I am acting like a tennager whose boyfriend dumped her.