Andy,

I’m sorry to hear what you’re going through, you know exactly how I’m feeling so I imagine it’s not the most pleasant feeling.

I hope you find strength and keep strong my friend, as I’m trying to do.

I look at the positives, and I do have parts of me that feel good and excited, I feel good knowing

1) I’m learning something very important about life and myself at an early age

2) I’m addressing my own problems and wanting to fix them

3) knowing what I don’t want in life, things to do with myself aswell as a relationship

4) simply encouting amazing people such as yourselves, people I have not had the pleasure of meeting, yet come together to listen, help and care for others.. It’s beautiful.

4) learning from mistakes basically, and finding myself and what makes me happy.

5) not knowing what can happen, taking it day by day and letting the universe do it’s thing.. I am excited for what is coming my way.. Good or bad.. I will get through it and learn from everything that happens.

I do miss people and memories, but being 23 I have plenty more coming if all goes well in life.. And this is something I need to remember.

I understand there are a lot of people worse off than myself, and I hate that I feel so upset with what’s going on in my life in even think about others who are ha I g more of a struggle, I guess this is where I need to be truly greatful for what I have.