She dumped me yes for how I acted, and I don’t blame her, but I have changed a lot and continue too, for the rest of my life I hope to grow. I no longer think of her as mine at all.. She is open to do as she pleases with in reason.. For us and me though in a relationship there are no other parties involved, we were and would be committed to each other.

This is new to me and I’m trying to change my core beliefs and agreements I have with myself.

I didn’t try to make her feel bad for what she did, she herself said to me she feels bad for she has done, I’m trying to be open, loving and accepting and forgiving as well. It is hard but I believe it is best because I understand she was single and that’s how she deals with it.. For me yes it still hurts.

I do know that I love this girl dearly and she means a lot, and I have even told her that I’m happy she broke up with me because otherwise I would have been blind to how I am.

Will, may I ask how you and you’re partner are open with out any negative emotions arising? I assume that’s the case..