@elephantgirl – sorry it’s taken me so long to get back to you.

It’s a very long story and I don’t have time to explain it all here right now as I am at work.

I’ve been trying to date other women, but nothing is panning out. My ex won’t see anything about my life.

I’m coming here today because I’m worried about me. I am very, very angry today. I cannot stop thinking about my ex and her BF. It blows my mind that she is able to get one. I just cannot believe it. She was so miserable a few months ago, she is unemployed, she lives at home and she is 32 years old. And here I am, almost 1 year to the day when she broke up with me and I am still obsessing over her. I want her out of my mind! I have been in therapy, on meds, and nothing seems to help. I thought that if/when she had a BF, I would be over her.

On one hand I hate her, on the other there’s still some love left for her. This is absolutely crazy! I am getting desperate to move on. She haunts me.

This is torture of the mind. I am miserable.

Sorry, I had to vent. I have run out of ideas.