I was hoping to get some answers and a reason, at least a confirmation of what I found out, but nothing. I got nothing.

How can a person lye like that and when confronted with all the proof still not admit it, just blame me for finding out?
A person that always said about themselves that they admit when they are wrong, someone who is supposed to be mature? A person who was always putting everything in a logical way. Logical would be for him to have no reason to be upset about, he got caught, he never planned on telling me. He planned to move here or to start a family together, is he delusional? I would have found out eventually.

It is very hard to move on without an explanation, even though I would have never forgiven him for living a lie for 5 months.

I don’t understand, I need some help, I need an opinion.