Dear Swiskit,

Thank you very much for your opinion!

The reason why she told me that she is angry with herself is that she even “gave in to our relationship”.
(and having talked with friends about it (especially women) who know us as a couple – because if someone you love tells you those kind of things, you really start to believe in it and give it a second guess (well I did) – I was reassured that this it not right, as she was utterly and madly in love with me, telling her girlfriends how “magic” (there it was again) the relationship between us is)