Thanks for the replying back. It’s good to hear that you are well. One thing life has taught me is to always pay it forward. I’ve had a lot of people who have helped me in the past. So if I can help out someone who is hurting also I will do what I can to try to help that person. But you are not blind or anything. That light will turn on, right now you are doing all the leg work. You are screwing that light bulb in. Before you know it, the light will turn on by its self. Stay strong stay smart. Live for the moment, live love and fight. Find your passions and fucking love them, fight to find Em and fight to keep Em. Always look up and always look inside. Everything happens for a reason brother. What is happening to you right now is for a reason. Never forget that. But most importantly never forget who you are. You will have a bright future brother, rise above the ashes to become who you truly meant to be. And before I go. For me as a person the only thing that ever made since in my life is to lose myself and to fight. Never stop brother.