I just finished read the whole thread… and we are/were all once in the same situation.

@Strawberry it must be painful for you, to know he’s dating someone, moreover with different culture and religion, I believe the big WHY haunted you at that time.

@bpkhss
We are pretty much in the same frequency… eveyr thoughts you have in mind, I have it too..

I just can’t understand why he said he wants me to be happy, he doesn’t want me to waste my time anymore, I should find someone better to be my husband. He said he loves me enough to let me go.

How could he say that, while in this moment, my happiness is being with him? How could he say that he loves me, while the fact that he leaves me has shattered everything inside me? I’ve read many self help articles and books during this hard time, it helps me to steel my heart to face my future.

I choose not to hate him, still love him, and keep positive thinking flowing, no matter how impossible it may seem.