Life can be brutal for sure and I know how you feel. But it’s beautiful and there are so many incredible things in this world to see. I’m right there with you. I’ve been dealing with these feelings too. Don’t give up!!! Take deep breaths and feel that you’re alive. Look at the sky and stars. Take a walk.
Talking to a professional will help. They are trained to give you the tools you need to deal with these intense feelings. I’m seeking help now and already feeling better in that decision.
I know you feel lonely but you are not alone. I went online to talk to strangers for the same reason you did.
We are all together in this struggle. I don’t know you but I’m here to tell you it’s gonna be ok!