No kids. My husband is a touring musician (always on the road) I work full time and work my ass off lol. I think I always knew in the back of my mind that he wasn’t capable of loving me the way I needed. I kept making excuses for not having kids because I was afraid to raise them alone. That is why your situation makes my heart ache. Even now, I can’t imagine having kids w/ anyone else, I still picture our little family and babies that look like him. But honestly, I am tired of being treated like a second choice and as I call it “Johnny Cash’s first wife” The one at home alone raising babies while he lives his dream and sleeps with God knows who. It has taken me so long to get to this point but I know I deserve my dreams too. Ugh, life. lol

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