Dear Andrew132:
… I feel way less than the alien I used to feel like. The feeling that I was an alien, different than others was very convincing. But I am finding out more and more that i was wrong in my thinking, that I am not the only alien out there, or… that there is no such thing as OTHERS vs. ME. Hard to believe, isn’t it? The more I heal and live, the more I find out I am not the island I thought I was.

You asked for advice and I have none- the process is too long, too personal, too much and too long to be put into a piece of advice. I hope you can get from others what you are looking for. Of course, if there is anything you think I can “give” you, let me know if and what you think it may be.
anita