@anita

Thanks for your perspective Anita. I’ve been really down more and more each day. I got hooked on Tolle one night talking about this pain body and thought I’d stumbled on to a big epiphany….it does make sense and I cn see how my pain body cme out in the marriage. But I’m clinically depressed and felt like I’m going crazy trying to not resist the feelings. Either I’m not doing it right or it just doesn’t work. I’m checking with doctor tomorrow for new Mede as this is so awful. Trying so hard to not call ex. It’s intense.