HA HA HA

Marvin the Monster gets the last word second time in a row. I hate him. LJ for Llama Jack. Ron is the dominant one in this meeting, I like his passion, had a lot time stewing. I do like his email though. I, me and myself wanted to send emails like that thousands of times. I did ruminate a lot! I did plan a thousand ways…

Argue-back-Becky: she repeatedly plays in my head conversations, mostly anticipated, made up, particularly people arguing with me, criticizing me, making a case against me, telling me I am wrong AND she comes back with answers, arguing back, making her case. It is a mess.

This really does have therapeutic potential. At first I thought of all this as entertainment, which it still is, but I see the therapeutic potential!

Fat Fat Fran: she is very fat. I see her in the mirror. She resides in me and she keeps scaring me: I am getting fatter and fatter and there is nothing you can do about it, nah nah nah. Running-around Renee is trying to burn calories but Fat Fat Fran will have none of that: your knees will break before I lose an ounce! Nah nah nah!

I hate her, she is the most annoying of my inner selves.

* Sann, feel free to let loose an inner self or two of your own. Don’t let your inner critic tell you that you have to produce some fancy inner self, any old inner self will do.

anita