Thank you for your advice.

The guilt hasn’t just appeared now – it’s always been there. I guess getting engaged has just made everything a little more real. My parents divorced and I am really scared of the same happening to me. I want to make sure my marriage lasts. I am scared that if the relationship started impurely, it won’t last. But, part of me hopes that something good can grow out of impure beginnings.

I do suffer from depression and anxiety slightly. Sometimes this clouds my judgement.