I’m with you brother. I didn’t even LIKE her for much of the relationship, and I am floored by how hard it has been. I really did not expect it.

Part of it is that she moved on to someone else immediately. In fact, while I don’t think they were having a physical affair, they were having an emotional one, and that other person probably encouraged her to break up. Even though it was a mutual break up, I feel resentful that possibly someone else, who was a FRIEND, has had a hand in something they should have stepped back from.

It’s been a month, and today, I sobbed. I want to contact her, ask her why she couldn’t wait, that I feel so dishonored. I am so glad that i didn’t.