Hi Anita, I don’t know what I would say if I called her? maybe, just to see how she feels? maybe, to hear? Her telling me just move on it wouldn’t work? I don’t know! but hearing, move on it wouldn’t work and she’s not interested in taking it any further. could bring me to reality INSTEAD of fantasy! I don’t know? YOU! are the one that pointed out to me! That, it sounds like she wasn’t even of her husband yet! a light came on in my head when you pointed that out! BUT, I tthink was REALLY prevents me from calling her is, she was so cold when we broke up! almost like I didn’t mean much to her and it was no big deal this relationship coming to an end! I guess? it’s the rejection helps me from calling her?