Hi Anita,
Thank you very much for your words. They are really kind and made me feel better.

Days have been hard to get by. I miss the support I would have from the ex- but he is being a terrible person with me and putting me down all the time. It is confusing to accept that actually he is not good for me anyway. I once thought we’d actually have a life together.

I’m very unstable… I can’t get out of my house right now. My mother has left us to my grandmother’s house, but my father is here devastated. So it’s a lot from both sides. I had to cut all that was coming from my mother because only her presence would make my anxious.

I just need some light, I don’t know.