Anita, I was never able to pay him anything because of my financial situation (had lost a job, etc). So not because of that but because we had plans together and I let him down because I was working here and did not want to leave my job immediately. He had expectations that I would go back… He was waiting for me all the time – at the same time that he was pressuring me and etc. It’s just a lot of mixed feelings…because at the same time he wasn’t being nice to me. It’s like I love him but I know things are not working out and he does not treat me as I want-need. I don’t know what to or where to hang into.