Hey Brock, I understand how it feels to feel alone and with a lot of difficult things happening to you, I’m going through a difficult time myself but after a lot of thinking I noticed that in this cases you should lift yourself up, look after yourself, your happiness belongs only to you, not your relationships or your job, it belongs to you so own it! The worst thing you can do right now is not doing anything, go out and search something that you would liked to do and you couldn’t, you have the time now and It’s never too late to start, maybe try to learn a musical instrument? to paint? You can enter a course and get to know other people so you can make some friends, I used to get my friends for granted until now, I’m having a really difficult time I understand how important they are, look after yourself first so you can be strong enough to deal with everything else later.

I hope you feel better soon