Hey shelly, first of all calm down ,you are a lucky person who got such a wonderful guy who understands you, loves you and tries to please you. Don’t ruin your relationship b’coz of negative thoughts and feelings(jealousy, possessiveness).keep trust on him, on your relationship it will work or go ahead whether in good and bad situations.Rather being jealous or feeling socially awkward try to get involve with his daughter,family,friends,attain social functions etc.

shelly, you can change everything depends upon your thinking and your feelings.

Mugdha