anita, my problem though is that i’m so worried about something so far away from me so i have no real idea what the reality of it is. and still, i have no hobbies or drive to do anything (if i can’t do it great). and you already know what this whole thing is. i mean to give up on love is something i really don’t want to do. to not feel anything. cause if i don’t hold onto it, i really don’t know what would happen to me as far as certain things go.

hippiechick, i’ll do my best to relax i really will.