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June 9, 2016 at 3:28 pm #106821
anita, i’m just letting you know sometime soon or just over the summer i’m deleting my account. i’ll attempt anyway cause i haven’t figured out how yet, but i am. i just wanted to let you know if you even cared. i didn’t wanna just disappear out of nowhwere. but i thank you for everything all of our talks and just for bearing with me it meant more than a lot through all those icky times and i have mostly you to thank because you answered everytime and were just about the only person to ever answer me anywhere i was on the forum, so thank you anita for everything and i hope god blesses you with everything you deserve. you’re one of the nicest people on the internet. you deserve blessings. thank you anita. and i wish you well in everything.May 26, 2016 at 1:02 pm #105713
hopefully that’s all it is tina. like if you constantly think about someone almost all day i don’t really know what to call it. but some people would call it what we call it and then others would say it’s stupid or desparate. and then if i keep getting ignored but i still want the person it’s even more of a mystery.
and of course we could be friends! i actually don’t know if there’s a private messager on here either and i don’t use internet too much, all i really have is snapchat but probably not for too longMay 26, 2016 at 10:04 am #105697
and i guess people have different goals in life. i could honestly care less about a career. i can’t do anything i want. plus, what do you do when you get the feeling that something’s supposed to work out with something or someone. or maybe i’m just “nuts”.May 26, 2016 at 10:00 am #105696
i was just reading your post christopher.m and i know this isn’t my thread so you’re not talking to me, but it made sense for me. but i guess i still can’t get over the fact that i want who i want. in the things you said that would make us happy, the friends part gets me just because i don’t have any, yet there are people that i want to be friends with and the person i want being one of them. i didn’t think i was desparate until i read that post and now i actually feel ridiculous, but life in all is just silly like i actually am so close to giving up on trying to be happy anymore because it’s completely stupid. i mean you could try all your life for it, but who’s to say it’ll actually happen? it’s stupid. but i don’t think love is overrated, i just think 99.9% of people are superficial about it.May 25, 2016 at 8:57 am #105606
thank you tina and i’ll really try my best to do better at talking to him and i really hope you achieve your goal! 🙂
anita, i read what you wrote and that also makes a lot of sense too. that feeling something intesely won’t really make it happen. i know that for sure. i guess it has to do with the “code” again. like i said in the thread i made. if something is meant to be, then it will be no matter what and now that you brought up the point with how feeling something strongly doesn’t make it true, it only makes all the more sense.May 25, 2016 at 5:55 am #105592
i want to be with the one that isn’t famous, but i really can’t tell if he likes me or not. and i always feel like a bother to him, but it’s probably my own anxiety. but he’s the only one i really want above all else.May 24, 2016 at 3:34 pm #105528
i could be playing myself. or he could be playing me by not answering anything i ever say or ever paying attention to me. or maybe god is unless this is his way of teaching me some kind of lesson. i don’t know, but usually i’m always the dummy of every situation so automatically, i believe i am a fool in this issue.May 24, 2016 at 3:31 pm #105525
eris, i’m just seeing your post and yes that’s true too, that michael was pretty unhappy, but i think that’s only self esteem wise. he didn’t have to go to college and think his whole life through sobbing like “well what am i really supposed to do with my life?” he just had the code and he was a musician which i supposed is something that he carried on from another life. maybe he was happy with his life (for some of the part) but he was unhappy with his looks – maybe because of the media or people criticizing him for his skin color or whatever. but he still did something with his life that he enjoyed – music.May 24, 2016 at 2:54 pm #105522
i really wish i was friends with him. i’ve been trying to meet him since i was like 15 haha! (i’m 19 now though) he’s 5 years older than me. one day it’ll happen though. either that or i’ll be able to get in contact with him. i still can’t even get through with fanmail somehow, but one day.
and with the guy that isn’t famous, unfortunately i don’t have anyone that can do that. he actually lives in another state not too far away from me, but i’m gonna have to work it all myself as of now. and i don’t even know how good of friends we are as of now, but i’m trying my best just to even make it to that point. i wouldn’t be afraid to tell him how i feel, but i’m afraid of his reaction. plus it’d be weird if i just poured my heart out to him after being offline for about a year. sometimes i think he probably just forgot who i am.May 24, 2016 at 2:49 pm #105521
i think that’s pretty much the closest to it cause not even i have a full idea of it all since i only sorta gave up on law of attraction like 2 days ago. it’s really all about luck or if you “got it” though. i don’t really think you can make something happen though, it just happens to you if it’s supposed to. like how people say “god wouldn’t give you something you couldn’t handle”, it’s kinda like that. and my whole thing is, i guess i’m still trying to make it happen, but for some reason i feel like god keeps telling me to wait wait wait, and i feel like if i just wait without showing my face or anything, then i’ll lose him. either i’m being played for a fool or there’s something real important about this and i won’t really know until god wants me to know.May 24, 2016 at 12:37 pm #105512
yes, exactly. people are probably only predestined for things. like look at michael jackson. music was already in his spirit and he got to do what god wanted him to and what he wanted to do. nothing is really attainable unless you were born with “the code”. michael had the code, but someone like me doesn’t. i can cry to god about how bad i wanna make a album like thriller and be friends with stevie wonder, but it won’t happen unless i got the code. now with this guy, all i ever do once i say i give up and maybe whoever he’s looking at is better than me, i keep crawling back to him. but i don’t know if i have the code. i don’t think i ever did. and i don’t expect to believe that i do anytime soon or even ever. maybe all it is is a lesson that needs to be learned out of him or something but i can’t tell if i keep getting gut feelings to go back and try again only to get played and feel like a fool. i’m pretty sure there’s other people more special than me, but then i always feel like it just won’t be right unless it’s him and me. pretty stupid, i know. and you can tell me if any of this or anything i ever say is stupid at all. i’m sick of living what seems to be only a dream that won’t ever come true.May 24, 2016 at 11:50 am #105509
i don’t wanna be a sex object though, i want to be his friend and of course more than that, but something that’s more special than whatever sex is. but i can’t even manage to do that and that probably must be my own fault.May 24, 2016 at 9:54 am #105503
no problem! and i’m glad that he could teach you that, that’s something that everyone should learn so it’s good that you even learned it, and since i believe in destiny, i think that it’s important that you learned it through him.
with your parents and anyone else, they shouldn’t be turned away by your dream. it’s nothing malicious or silly and just because he’s a celebrity doesn’t mean that he’s on a royal level. he’s human just like anyone else. so it’s definitely possible for you to be with him and be happy with him just like you could with a “regular” person. and if you ever do tell your parents about this and they happen to close off to your dream or degrade it, you shouldn’t be discouraged at all. only you will know what’s truly right for you. they made your heart, but not what it carries. only you will know what’s truly right and wrong.
i have someone i’m very interested in (he’s not a celebrity), but i don’t know how to reach him necessarily. he always seems to be focused on people better than me or just prettier and have more to offer. and so if that doesn’t work out, (which for some reason, i feel that that won’t happen, that this will truly work, i just have to wait and find out until god reveals that answer to me), i’m willing to spend the rest of my life with a celebrity which i feel could be one of my soulmates. it’s almost silly because i’m neither one of these guys types per se, but i feel this really close connection with both of them. and although i have more in common with the celebrity, there’s this extreme connection or attraction i have with the guy that isn’t famous. yet it could just all be me living in my own world because i’m a homebody and the closest thing i have to real life is daydreaming. or going to school i guess which places me out of daydreaming. but even daydreams feel real.May 24, 2016 at 9:41 am #105502
that could go too anita. that’s pretty much the nail on the head so i won’t lie, yes that’s what i meant. but it kinda goes for everything too. with friends, with everything. so all of the wording goes, but it all comes back down to the same problem.May 24, 2016 at 9:38 am #105501
i don’t get why people do that either. she could’ve just been straightforward all the times you guys came in contact. either she’s a weirdo that likes to create her own stresses and problems or she’s probably shy. or more…unwilling to get attached to anyone so she’s distancing herself. just remember this: if it’s meant to be, it’ll happen no matter what. and i know time is a big bug, but i guess you’ll just have to wait it out. nothing is really overnight. but if it’s meant to be, it’ll happen no matter what. no matter the law of attraction or whatever is “real”. it’ll just be because energy or destiny said so.