Well im on anti depressants needy as in if i didnot get a text back or call i would not be happy i did tell this person that but same time she was not nice lying in bed putting a pillow over her face turning away from me she knew i was vunreable but did that and at 47 you think you would act better but ive learned a hard lesson and one that admits it and guilt has to stop making these mistakes ite been a hard year and i think i have to just stop looking at let it find you dateing sites can be full of damaged goods and if you go full in with your heart on your sleeve thats what happens i suppose ….