Dear Ravi:

I just finished reading all your posts on this thread, all of them.

In one you wrote: “I feel that whatever great things and heart’s desires have been accomplished in the world to this day, have been done by people with great courage against impossible odds by never giving up.”

This is what I believe you will need to do: to accomplish something with great courage and against (almost) impossible odds. That something is to free yourself from this family you live with. To make a life for yourself elsewhere. As soon as you can, as soon as practically possible. Get a job and move out. ASAP.

I no longer recommend you contact Jerry. I highly recommend you move out ASAP, make an independent life for yourself and (through anger management, assertiveness and independent living) remove the dragon from your mind and give it back to the people that put it there: grandmother, the Main dragon, and her Minions: mother, father.

anita