Well for instance trying to please everyone else before myself in reltionship stauts my emotions go all over the place esp if i fall for that woman if i feel something aint right i shall say its it me what i have a done stuff like that …Soft and Emotinonal all over the place i feel hurt angry even though it aint my fault sometimes when i do or say something wrong im very quick to appoligse ..

Hence back to the woman she new i was on anti D And knew how vunerable i was after first time and that there was my downfall to soft

i dont know what other way to put it all i know is i need to love myself first and foremost but its hard