I am also in similar situation. I am married twice. First husband meet with an accident after an year of marriage. Had son with him. After 9yrs got married again and saw literally hell with that husband. He himself left me went taking all my money after an year. But didn’t go for divorce yet. I Went in severe depression. My colleague who is 3yrs younger than me, knowing all my story proposed me. He was so caring, loving n used to support me in all. I too fell in love with him. We use to be more than a wife and husband for 3yrs. From 6months he is forced by his parents for marrying other girl. V both can’t live without each other. I am crying, shouting, fighting and pleading him to stay. He is also telling he will be with me life long though he marries other girl as he has all feelings only with me. He is boozing daily as he is not willing for marriage. I don’t know how to react. I am not able to accept the fact. My life is looking dark. Unable to concentrate on my work, soon and myself. Please help