I dont know where to start. Just that its been hard with my partner. I think he may have mental issues he isnt willing to get seen too by a doctor. My dad and I think he may actually be Bi Polar. But its been hard married 😕 I not feeling anything anymore. They dont always treat me well. They go between being nice and then rude and mean. I didnt intend to cheat or anything but that brief connection meant something or showed me something. It woke me up a bit.

Cant get him out of my head. Seems like he meant to be casual and made it something else. I think we both did without meaning too.

Short hair in that photo.

I understand but I could tell hes hurt from relationships and the one that is probably with him the hardest and hurt him the most and his other relationships piled on top. There was something there and he didnt wanna face it or handle it. Bummer because if I was fully available I could show him I understand snd be there for him. He wanted casual only and I accidentally gave more. I didnt mean to.