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ParticipantHi Anita
I feel badly for all of the people (and their loved ones) involved in the ongoing conflicts with Israel. I fear this will not be the end.
Governments are flawed all over the world, but it is truly the people that suffer when wars break out. No one deserves to die so that the rich can make even money by selling weapons.
Alessa
ParticipantHi Tommy
I can understand hope being a form of clinging for you. You have your own ways and it is important to honour them. What will happen will happen. Yes, practicing acceptance and being in the present is the best way and something that I’m trying to work on too. Do you have any tips?
I’m British and a lot of the time in the UK, people feel uncomfortable when they receive a compliment. I don’t wish to make you feel uncomfortable. I know that when I was less comfortable with myself I felt hurt and confused I received them too.
I can understand pressure being helpful for growth, I’m that way too. I just find that other things are helpful for growth too, not just pressure. It seems like you have an internal resistance to being treat with kindness? Perhaps it would benefit you to overcome that? To be able to accept it without feeling like you don’t deserve it?
I found it freeing not to be repulsed by kindness. Freeing to accept myself. Because accepting the future is all well and good. Accepting yourself is a part of acceptance, is it not?
I have been kinder to you than before because I worried that being less kind hurt you when you left before. I’m happy to relax that if it would make you more comfortable.
I always found your perspective helpful. To be honest, I wish that I could talk to you by email, because I don’t discuss my personal life here anymore. I could really use your advise. I don’t want to pressure you though. Especially when it seems like you don’t want to talk.
I will miss you, but I wish you luck on your journey. ❤️
Alessa
ParticipantHi Anita
It sounds like you have so much weighing on you at the moment. Even one of the issues is a lot to deal with.
Very true, sometimes it feels like being an adult we are expected to cope with more and more and more. It can be very overwhelming. Yet, somehow we are expected to pretend that we are all fine through our difficulties? Square it away into little boxes and not think about it until we have to, pretending that it doesn’t exist? Or someone says try feeling your feelings for 15 minutes a day?
I cannot imagine what it is like to endure what you are currently going through. You might not see it, but you have a lot of strength. I am praying for you, as well as your family. ❤️
I’m glad that you have this space to explore, to feel, to reach out.
Your mother may not have seen you, but plenty of people here have. You are a good and special person with a big heart. I love seeing you open up. ❤️
Alessa
ParticipantHi Omyk
What I like about your approach to faith is that you are a man of the world. I get the feeling that you are an open person and don’t judge others struggles. You have the ability to connect with people. I think that is a beautiful approach to religion. ❤️
It is perfectly natural to have these desires and feelings. To grieve them.
Companionship is not shameful. Love and touch are not shameful. It is having a partner in life. Sharing your struggles, supporting each other. It is asking a lot of someone to demand that they go it alone. I know the idea is that you are not alone, to turn to God.
Have you ever had a massage before? I don’t mean anything dirty. But being touch starved is a thing and I seem to remember that your child is getting older, they may not as huggy. Perhaps that might be relaxing? I get the feeling that you don’t have much of a chance to be and have someone take care of you for once. I hear it can be helpful for people who are celibate.
You haven’t failed at all and your thoughts and feelings aren’t sins.
Your values, your thoughts and feelings are from the perspective of a man living in this modern world. You are not a monk living in isolation and times have changed. It may be helpful to honour your own personal values, as well as the values of your religion.
You are a spiritual leader, but still a man, still a father, still a businessman providing for his family. Trying to figure out your place in the world. Your heart is heavy and full, it not a sin to want to share it.
You don’t have to decide today, or tomorrow, or the day after, etc. When you are ready you will know.
You are perfect as you are and God loves you. ❤️🙏
I can see that you are someone who tries their best every day. Your best is always good enough.
Alessa
ParticipantHi Anita
Thanks for your kindness and understanding!
I try and communicate with people online the way that I communicate in real life.
I think it was one of your posts that wasn’t addressed specifically where you mentioned that you didn’t want sympathy or empathy.
I wasn’t sure if that was a one off or an indication or if you were seeking a new communication style. I didn’t want to hurt you by overstepping in a way that you weren’t comfortable with.
It’s okay for people to have different preferences and I do appreciate when you share these things.
I’m glad that you weren’t hurt. I wouldn’t want to make you feel uncomfortable. ❤️ 🫂
Maybe the reality of being alone is that I prefer it as a concept or an emotion to a practical reality. I used to have panic attacks when left alone because my biological mother left us alone often at a young age. I like having a calming caring presence nearby. A dog is enough for me to feel safe. I used to feel uncomfortable when left with my own thoughts, but not anymore.
I don’t think anyone deserves to be alone, it is a shame that life is that way sometimes. ❤️
Alessa
ParticipantHi Anita
I didn’t want to overcommit and say that I would get back to you now incase I wasn’t able to and disappointed you.
It looks like a message I wrote to you got lost somehow. I was ill, so maybe I forgot to post it. I’m sorry it got lost along the way. I don’t even remember what it was now. 😅
It seems like you want to communicate in a different way?
I’m a practical person. I love advice, I go around asking people for their opinions and advice all of the time. I feel no shame in it.
And I’m British, there are just ways that things are done here with empathy and sympathy. It isn’t meant to patronise in any way. It is a way to show care.
I’m sorry and don’t mean to offend in any way. I’m quite happy to find a new way of communicating that works for you though. Please let me know when I’m doing something helpful or unhelpful.
I do care, always. ❤️
I’m not afraid of being alone though. I’m used to it. Made peace with it. The reality of life sometimes. Being there for myself is the best thing I can do to remedy that.
It is nice to connect with others though. It makes me feel cared about and I enjoy learning about others interests, experiences and perspectives.
I value your perspective, as well as everyone else’s here. ❤️
I do wish that we could connect a bit more. But I understand that these things take time and that we are two different people with two different needs and sometimes life gets in the way.
Take care, my friend ❤️
Alessa
ParticipantHi Anita
Sorry I planned to write to you yesterday, but it turned out to be a bit of a rough day. I’ll try to write as soon as I’m able. Thinking of you! ❤️
Alessa
ParticipantHi Tommy
Sorry I’ve been quiet. Got sick again. 🦠 😷
Yes, it occurred to me recently because you mentioned it running on the female side, that women’s physiology is very different from men’s, something I learned during pregnancy.
I don’t want to give false hope because I’m not a doctor and sometimes hope can be cruel. But perhaps it might be worth discussing with a doctor, if you haven’t already?
I think you do know what love is. You were there with your family as they suffered. That is the most precious gift you can give someone. A lot of people don’t bother because it hurts them to witness the suffering. You bear those scars because of your love. It is truly a difficult thing to witness and you’ve been through it multiple times. It is enough to break a person. Yet here you are. Finding your way through life.
Perhaps you find that you are a giver of love more than a receiver?
Sometimes people have a hard time accepting love out of fear too. It is easy to fear the worst and get lost in it.
I learned that even negative communication is an expression of love. An expression of pain, fear, unmet needs and a desire to connect. Like a beaten animal that snaps. It craves connection just the same, but trust must be built over time. A calm, quiet patience, a lack of fear of rejection. I’m sure you know what I’m talking about.
Being a parent is hard work. Very little time for yourself, very little time to connect with others. And your partner is just as frazzled. It puts a strain on the relationship. It is lonely by its very nature. And children don’t truly appreciate the hard work and effort put in until they’ve had children of their own. I feel like being able to show ourselves love is a vital skill in life because often we are our own companions.
I used to think that love is behaving in a kind way 100% of the time. But the reality of life is that people make mistakes when they are struggling. Good comes with the bad. To expect perfection is to be alone when life gets hard. Or just being extremely lucky and be the outlier that proves the rule.
You’ve been giving a lot of great relationship advice. Keep up the good work! ❤️
I’ve noticed that men have a harder time forgiving themselves and often just don’t. One of my Buddhist friends has learned to be at peace with his mistakes without forgiving them. I don’t know how one might go about doing this. Perhaps one of your teachers might be able to advise? Or if you would like to hear his thoughts about the subject feel free to @ Shinnen here (with no space). Maybe his account is still active and he will get an email?
I enjoy blues and the song under the bridge by red hot chilli peppers seems fitting.
It’s hard to believe that there’s nobody out there
It’s hard to believe that I’m all alone
At least I have her love, the city she loves me
Lonely as I am, together we cryI don’t ever wanna feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way
I don’t ever wanna feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the wayTake care, my friend ❤️
Alessa
ParticipantI’m sorry that things are so difficult for you and your loved ones at the moment.
I agree that one day, one moment at a time is a good strategy.
I find that gratitude practice is really helpful for appreciating life even when it has difficulties. It is really hard to do when things are difficult at first, so I skipped the rough days. Eventually, it does get easier though and it opens up to seeing the good even on bad days.
It isn’t a quick fix. But in time, it helps.
Another thing that I found to be helpful is to practice mindfulness during an activity that I enjoy. For example, walking the dogs. Focusing on that moment, putting one foot in front of the other, looking at the trees, seeing the dogs enjoy themselves. It helps to ground me. If worries creep in that is okay but back to focusing on the moment when I notice. It is important to take time for ourselves when we can.
You deserve to be happy Anita! I think you’re a really special person. I believe in you! ❤️
Alessa
ParticipantHi WeebFloppa
It seems that during your months long relationship you’ve both experienced a lot of stress. First the difficulties with disagreements. And related to how you feel about the relationship. Now considering whether or not to break up. It seems like you both haven’t really had a break and a chance to relax and just be.
So your girlfriend has grown and is no longer doing the things that bothered you during the earlier difficulties. Those times are still very distressing to think about. Do you sometimes feel afraid when she gets emotional that past difficulties might reoccur?
I’m guessing that you are both on the younger side?
When you aren’t dating, do you find that you experience anxiety at all?
It seems like you’re putting a lot of pressure on yourself at the moment. You need an opportunity to breathe and not stress about the relationship.
If are younger, I wouldn’t worry about love right now. Just try and have fun.
Not to mention, relationship difficulties often take time to heal from.
There are a lot of things that you do enjoy about her. If you do keep giving things a shot tell her about the good things you like about her. Take turns doing things the other person likes. Or just normal date activities. Focusing on positive things you may find yourself enjoying the relationship more. You’ve been giving her a lot of negative feedback, it is understandable that she is not super fun to be around right now. The positive focus, not adding stress will help you both to relax.
Alessa
ParticipantHi Anita
I think that being scared is okay. They are your loved ones and it shows that you care. I’m sure if things get worse people will be allowed to leave Israel and take shelter in other countries. Perhaps it might be worth discussing this with them and figuring out how to plan for something like that?
Being there for them is more than enough.
Has the depressed person ever hurt themselves or anything before? Do they drink? Are they experiencing any significant life changes?
It is sad to see people that you care about hurting. Remember to take a break and take care of yourself when you need it. You cannot help others if you burn out. ❤️
Alessa
ParticipantHi With Feathers
Seven years is a long time. It’s understandable not to get past the grief immediately, especially with the shock of how it ended.
Are there things that you usually do to take care of yourself that comfort you? Try to sleep, if you can and eat regularly to help regulate your emotions.
Just keep taking things one day at a time and remember your own words on bad days. Some days are fine. It will get easier in time. ❤️
June 15, 2025 at 12:11 pm in reply to: Does your significant other know that you suffer from PTSD? #446848Alessa
ParticipantHi Britney
I guess, I’ve always dated other people who have their own traumatic experiences. So no one has really judged me.
I’ve always I always dated people after being friends with them for a while first and been open about my PTSD. No, I’ve never taken a partner to my individual therapy. I hear that some people do if they have something that they want to discuss.
Is there a reason that you are asking these questions? Do you have any concerns about these things in your own life? ❤️
Alessa
ParticipantHi Honesty
I’m so sorry that you’ve lost people you were close to because of oversharing. That is so awful. ❤️
I think it depends on how comfortable people are with emotional topics. Some people are, some people aren’t. There are appropriate ways to discuss things without triggering people or overwhelming them. That being said, a lot of people are uncomfortable with emotion and supporting others. The people who are okay with it are rare. But for the people who are okay with these things, with appropriate sharing it’s not harmful.
That is not to say I don’t have flashbacks to my own experiences reading some things here because I sometimes do. But not avoiding triggers is important to me. I have to take that experience in my stride.
I guess it is like anything else an issue of consent.
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