I think you are right and his program it’s actually a psychiatrist with prescription meds to help cope the crave of this drug and he has joined a local Buddhist support for addiction he has been beeter in terms of mood he has been very respectful and understanding helps a lot with the kids and now i seem to be holding back i can’t show emotions like before and i constantly feel down and he repeats he is sorry and asks me to please work it out and let go of all the hurtful things he has said but it’s so hard. Now