i dont know if there is a shelter like that. my sister used to live in a group home. they put her on medication that “made her feel like a robot”. thats what she said i dont exactly remember. i know that getting into a shelter would not be an easy process. a lot of people put pressure on me about “hurting” this man because apparently his ex wife cheated on him and it broke him badly. she had sex with many different men. but im already used to him i have been from man to man to man. right when i leave one guy, another one comes along and i feel that people are just monsters i just want to be isolated from everybody and just do what is good for me (meditate, do yoga, and eat raw fruits and vegetables etc.) i tried to go to therapy but i dont like having someone help because they have to. the therapists i went to, i stopped going to them because i felt it was not genuine. i was really kind of curious to see where things can go with this guy and see what our future was like. i have many things i need taken care of and he is taking care of them. i KNOOOOW i deserve better, but for some reason everything in my life has been tragic and i do not know what i did! ive always been a sweet nice girl and everyone is so evil….

my father passed away when i was7 and my mother became an alcoholic my whole family abandoned me and my brother and sister followed my mothers footsteps. im still going through trauma of my childhood and to leave would cause me more stress because i would have to figure my way out in this world vs. being with someone who knows how to handle people and i think he is just my best option at the moment. im trying to figure him out and find out if brandy is who “they” say she is but they told me just drop it i have no reason to think this. brandy said i am crazy but then she told me she loves me and i am her friend.:/ i feel lost please help

i have no money no car no friends no family. no job but through him and we are still having money problems he is my best option. unfortunately