Thank you all for taking the time to respond. You have some really good thoughts and ideas that I’m going to take to heart. I think right now I need to lick my wounds and get back to neutral. I think one of my biggest problems is I feel like I’m stuck in this perpetual state of sadness and overthinking and that nothing will ever change for me, but I know that the only constant in life is change. “Believe in the maybe’s” may just become my new mantra.