Hi Rinkaa,
I hope that my comments are helpful to you, it is a presumptuous thing to suggest things to another person, the last thing I want to do is make you feel sad.
Anyway, here goes!
Firstly, I think you are so brave to be an international student, especially if English isn’t your first language, I hope you feel really proud of yourself.
You sound lonely, what are the kids like at the school you go to?
Who has organised this trip for you and who will give you a new host family?
Is there a social group of people that come from where you do? They would know how hard it is to be in a new place, I know, I don’t come from here either.
You are stronger than you think, don’t let J/P draw you into his world, Facebook does not provide friends.
You are so smart to focus on your studies, and wanting to be an engineer is a terrific ambition. When you are sad, focussing your hurt/ disappointment into your
Studies is such a positive step.
This year at school for you is so important, try to keep your life as simple as possible, get plenty of sleep, eat well, study hard and try to find pleasure in simple things like a walk, or music, or yoga, or whatever you enjoy doing.
J/P has dragged you down, you are hurt and feel rejected, but it is in the past.
I hope you feel better every day and 2014 is a great year for you. Jill